-No road is long with good company-

Monday, May 24, 2010

// Cause no matter how we are, u're always that important

如果你从没出现，我的世界会不会快乐一些
想念变成怀念，心痛变成心碎
偏偏还会关切，你最后属于谁。。。

♥ 11:01 PM

//Hands of the special ones

I dunno if its fate or what, I actually saw one of my previous patient last fri in bugis, though she cant remember me due to her illness, but i'm glad at least i knew she's out from the ward, she's fine now and her smile still as beautiful..

For the ward I've worked in before, all the patients in there might not have a chance to walk out once they entered, some in there for only 1 day some for 10 over years.. That's why I'm so surprise and grateful to be able to see her again.

I miss those special people that were once together with me in the same environment before, they are unlike us, they cant express themselves well, but the way they try to "thank you" by doing small little things can just simply warmth Ur heart..

I miss them, miss the way they brighten my everyday up by those surprising acts and stories..

And i miss my colleague there, maybe because in that kind of environment everyone appeared to be so warmth-hearted, so kind..

Though I cant visit u guys but,

My angels, God's watching over u, take care((:

♥ 12:45 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Though I'm not given a chance to say yes,

But you gave me a chance to experience what jealousy, sweetness, anger, disappointment, sorrows & happiness is in the world of love. I'm thankful((:

Though there's some act of yours i still couldn't understand but well perhaps somethings are best to be left unsaid.

U're my first lesson to the world of love, both good and bad.

And the first thing I learned from u is, Ur actions doesn't speaks Ur heart.

"when I tried to seek candor from your eyes, I see.. Nihility"

Yes, grace wrote this in her blog, I stared at it for mins

Feels like its telling me Miss Joanne that's what occur to you & its really time to say goodbye to this affection..

♥ 10:48 PM

Thursday, May 13, 2010

能不能就對著我說愛我
能不能就陪著我天長地久
不要對我若即若離讓我傷心淚流
能不能就對著我說愛我
能不能就陪著我一直到最後
從今以後剩下的路要你陪我走

♥ 12:39 AM

Monday, May 10, 2010

In the middle of the night at 4am+ we got bored and this is what we do!

Ho shihui & I both got into zi-high mood for discussing and crapping about overseas trip LOL!

Joanne - - Silents says:
u know what, i was thinking we go crazy la, we go Taiwan then from there continue go hk lol!

HOSH. says:
CAN LEIIIII
hk + tw

Joanne - - Silents says:
i dun mind even if we just go hk for relax and eat then shop settle in tw lol!

HOSH. says:
we go KOREA LA

Joanne - - Silents says:
LOL! MORE AND MORE CRAZY SIA U
if really korea then got to give up on tw & hk liao leh

HOSH. says:
yeah lorrrr
go australia
hahahahaha

Joanne - - Silents says:
u siao kia ah!

HOSH. says:
i v excited
hahaha
i wanna travelllllllll
ahhhhhhh

Joanne - - Silents says:
lol! we chat more u will say eh we go las vegas

HOSH. says:
whoa
that one
i go marina bay sands can alr
hahahahahahahahahaha
we go universal studio la!
cheap cheap
LOLLLLLL

Joanne - - Silents says:
LOL! WHERE GOT CHEAP! MISS HO!

HOSH. says:
i mean cheaper than tw hk korea
LOL

Joanne - - Silents says:
we go india la cheaper
go there taste different curry

HOSH. says:
LOLLLLLLLL
i scare i'll faint there

Joanne - - Silents says:
hahahahha! fuck u!

HOSH. says:
hold my breath too long
LOLLLL

Joanne - - Silents says:
LOLOLLL LMAO
eh why not japan instead of korea?

HOSH. says:
japan ahhhh.. my dreammmm country

Joanne - - Silents says:
go hokkaido pluck fruits come back singapore

HOSH. says:
YEAAAAHHHHHHH
DAMNNNN
I START WORKING LIAO
the first country i want is hokkaido
LOL
LOLLLLL

Joanne - - Silents says:
YEA! OEI I WAITING FOR U AH!

HOSH. says:
OK STEADYYYY

Joanne - - Silents says:
when u wan to start work lol! next yr or 10yrs later?

HOSH. says:
NEXT YR K!
LOL

Joanne - - Silents says:
next yr start work or next yr go?
LOL!

HOSH. says:
next yr work and go!
LOL

Joanne - - Silents says:
WA this yr haven settle for ur trip jiu thought of next yr liao
this yr korea or hk & tw?

HOSH. says:
i can get in SIA then i no need save alr
LOL
i can dream onnnn

Joanne - - Silents says:
HAHAHA YA UR LEG SO SHORT! NOT QUALIFY HHAHAHA!

HOSH. says:
but i still taller than you
LOL

Joanne - - Silents says:
dun be sad i had the same problem as you!
LOL!

HOSH. says:
lol
i want jian feiiiiiiii

Joanne - - Silents says:
eh i grow extra 2kg sia

HOSH. says:
i also
i everyday eat alot of rice
i scare i got no energy to work
):

Joanne - - Silents says:
i worst workplace every fri breakfast buffet i keep eating

HOSH. says:
your fats go nowhr alsoooo
IMH!?
why so gooood
hahahaha

Joanne - - Silents says:
cause i in private ward ma

HOSH. says:
ohhhhh

Joanne - - Silents says:
at least u walk around in work, i worst eat so much nv walk keep sitting down for hrs to face the com
no fat is fake lol!
i wan lose 6kilos of fats lol! you whats ur target?

HOSH. says:
10kgs lor
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL
whalao
yall so skinny alr
tskkkkk
diet simi sia
Im really fat
henry made his frds to call me fei fei leh
LOL

Joanne - - Silents says:
HAHAHAHAHAH! WHAT A BF! BUT NICE ONE LOL!

HOSH. says:
LOL
idiot one lor

________________The End__________________ LOL!

♥ 4:16 AM

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Imma just came back home from chuanyi 21bday party!! A super duper interesting party hee((:
Lazer gun real life and treasure hunt game! how long it had been since i last played treasure hunt. Both of the exciting games make all of us run about the whole condo super duper tired but we're happy from it hahaha~~

After games its free time lol, some playing pool and some gng for k session all activities available in the condo, how nice^^

finally dinner buffet at function room started all was like hungry ghost after all the running activities and the birthday cake was so damn nice peppermint choco *yummy* hee((:

A dinner in a nice environment with DJ weixiang playing all those nice music woohoo, perfect!

its 9pm+ and the party ends with a movie video personally made by our birthday boy((:

FOO CHUANYI! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY! HOPE U ENJOY UR DAY WELL!

♥ 11:49 PM

Its Monday tml and it means work start, super reluctant to force myself to wake up as early as 7am everyday especially after a great fun on sunday.. Now finally i understand why its monday blue and not tue/wed/thur/fri blue..

I dun know why i always get sick & tired of a job or get bored at work so easily and thats the reason for changing jobs one after another for many times..

But Luckily something nice this time round, my current job was different, its my very first serious full time job, unlike those part-times i have in the past, nice environment, nice people and hopefully the workload is nice as well^^

Its time to really settle down for a permanent job till i graduate from my music course, i'm already 21 shouldn't waste anymore time, this was what i told myself but.. i'm always so lazy. hopefully this time round i could keep the promise i made to myself.

//It been so many times that i said i wont be thinking for you again or I've given up, but izzit a lie to everyone around me or a lie for myself to listen? Everytime after saying all this, what follow up is me realising happiness is not here for me when u're not around.. The wish i made to god is let me feel the warmth of ur hug and pairs of hands again.. It seems so easy yet so difficult .
Sometimes i feel, if i could choose i would rather u hurt me real hard once and for all, at least maybe i could wake up from all this nonsense and sometimes i really hate myself for loving so hard..

♥ 11:07 PM