-No road is long with good company-

Sunday, December 27, 2009

// To Mr gerald Lim & Chng Siong zhen

♥ 7:21 AM

//Unloosen Knot

I'm Turning back to an night owl
Slping in the glory morning as early as 8 9am and woke up at 6 7pm EVERYDAY!
Eat, Sleep, Play fully occupied my time
Its feels so nice but somehow something seems to be missing

**mahjong session, and a random chit chatting goes like this
Me: OMG! i think i suffered frm stomach flu, i vomited 3 times today
Ben: Huh stomach flu vomit one meh, i thought keep gng toilet?
Lynn & Alvin: ya some ppl their syndromes is vomiting
Me: Not stomach flu then u think i pregnant ah? then I become virgin mary already
Alvin: HAHAHAH! then u give birth to a new Jesus!
Lynn: HAHAHAHAHA! 老处女!
Me: IDIOT LYNN!

Sometimes A conversation that seems to be stupid make u laugh just so happily ((:

p/s: what happened to the days when i keep receiving ur calls? As A friend I know Once i failed,
I've once thought of escaping just because of some confessions, and when I turn back trying to hard to keep u by my side the distance seems to be already so far..
I always said the most hurting thing one person can do to him/herself is regretting for his/her own actions, and now I've hurt myself so hard.
Its my fault, Once I failed to cherish
Cherish the days whereby u will
: keep calling me out
: ensure my safety
: crack jokes to make me laugh
: listen to every single things i said
But i've nv leave, u're still so dear despite all the avoidance at that period of time
This friendship is always so deep in me.

♥ 6:49 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

♥ 9:09 AM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

我有很多说不出的苦

平凡的幸福看起来很简单,却是那么的遥远
我要求的不多, 因为懂的知足就会快乐这个道理我懂

♥ 12:08 AM

Friday, December 11, 2009

// Morning Breeze

Hi, Morning Dude! Its early blogging in the office again..
My mood is damn gd today, no 起床气, my temper is always not very good when i'm just awake=.=
maybe, its because I had a good dream last night, it been so long since i had such a nice dream((:

And this morning, no dad as my driver to drive me to work i got to walk to the bus-stop & wait for the irritating long bus.. The weather this morning is just so nice, walking in the morning breeze feels so good, makes me even more energetic((:

The office is so silent today, only hui jia & me, sometimes silents is good..
I hope the time pass very very very quickly at work today just like initial D hahha!
I'm super looking forward to the mahjong's session after work today, even though we've been playing for almost everyday, my hands is still so itch once the mention of mj!!

Lucky i still have 2 morning msn kaki to chat with me if not i'll be bored to death at work.
SO sick & tired of work alrdy, feels like gng over to mummy beauty salon to help out instead of working for others...

p/s: I realise I still miss you alot alot..

♥ 8:13 AM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

// BIRTHDAY DECLARATION((:

This Special Post To A Very Special Friend of Mine Who Been With Me All This While For 8 yrs & Still Counting. 刘秀娥 Shirlyn Singing Low Low Low Low~~~

Sweetie It been 8 yrs since we know each other

From in the past, a small naive girl, to now a young adult stage
From in the past, we dun even dare to open up to each other, to now we can share every single little secrets ((:
From in the past, we always been so courteous to each other face to face, to now we can sarcastic each other lol!
From in the past, we always talk so so nicely and softly, to now we can scold each other bad words openly hahaha!
From in the past, we always keep our anger to ourself, to now we can pinpoint each other and show face openly.
From in the past, we only know how to say thank you, to now we learn how to say sorry to each other.

All this shows that our friendship had gone up to a even higher level, we're even more than friends, family i should say.

Sometimes I'm too straightforward, or when u are
Sometimes when I'm too blunt, or when u are
Sometimes when i'm nt in a gd mood, i vent my anger on u, or when u did this
Sometimes when I scold u vulgarities when i'm drunk, or when u scold
Sometimes I choose to 重色轻友, or when u choose to

We still wouldn't really get angry or hate each other, because we know we dun mean it.
And after all this we still end up loving each other the most hee hee *thick skin*
^sounds like a declaration to a boyfriend eh? LOL^ touched? feel like crying? dun cry first there's more, finish reading first then cry hahha!

I'm Grateful to have u as my bff in my life.
I feel so honoured when u choose to confine in me.
I feel so lucky to have u this blur queen by my side, showing lots of different stunts which i can nv stop laughing at.
And I'm Thankful for having u to paint rainbows over my blues ((:

I know 10,20,30 yrs down the road we'll still remain the same..
We will still sit down scolding each other not boyfriends anymore but husband when they did something wrong.
We will still club bt nt zouk it be dragonfly & scarlet city and make each other drunk and scold vulgarities
We will still gossip gossip gossip, nt about other girls but about others children
We will still go for supper but with our children sitting right beside us
We will still go for shopping but not buying our clothes, its our children clothes
We will still mahjong mahjong but nt 10 20 cents it be 10 20 dollars alrdy LOL!
And last but not least we will still be the one hugging each other when we cry((:

Sweetie HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! I hope u enjoy urself tonight!

With Great Love,
Joanne((:

♥ 4:56 PM

//Bonus or Credit

Imma falling asleep soon facing this big big office desk of mine, I regret for playing till too late yesterday and end up with only 2hrs of slp=.=

I happened to saw this sentence before in some magazine, It goes like this "A person appearance is not the most important thing, but its definately a bonus in life"
Yes it is a bonus but not in every single way, especially relationships..

I've seen many different cases around me, I've got girlfriends who're so so beautiful but they always fail in a relationship, as in they always meet the wrong guys.. All those guys they met are just greedy over their nice appearance, its the visual pleasure that keeps them gng and not the heart.. They tend to dump their gf once they saw a new prey or even worst they played around with both..

Some Guys when they try to go after you they can act as if they are the best in the world and when they get you they kick u aside.. Its just simply because they feel that u're too easy to get.
This category of guys totally DISGUST me, FUCK OFF!
Lots of my boy-friends told me this "Try to play hard to get in order to keep the flame burning"
The more difficult u get it, the more u'll cherish, thats human nature nobody to blame on.

Whats everyone definition of "school"? For me it represents purity, thats what I thought in the past.
"The outside world is not simple as you think" this sentence apply to a school working environment as well, thats what i didn't know in the past..

I thought working in a school is something so nice, teachers are well-educated they will be more courteous to u and they respect u.. most importantly the environment is not as complicated as other places. But i'm so so so wrong..

In that school certificates means everything, a higher qualifications means they can order u around, they can treat u like free labour, they can raise their voices at you and they can ask u to do alot of things without even saying thank you.. I'm not saying its every single teachers of the school, but mostly thinks that their brain contains more stuff than u, they're of a higher position than u, so everything they do are right..

Its BULLSHIT! I believe ppl of a lower qualifications deserves the same respect as well and they can make it big too. A very gd example, what it takes to be a great designer? Its creativity and not qualifications..

Human nature is ugly, but still i believe in a saying of "U're nice to ppl and they will be nice to you" U treat others well not because u're obliged to, is because u want to..

Saying so much negative things in this post doesn't mean I'm afraid of facing failed relationships or hate problems
Instead i feel its gd in a way, u learn something from every single relationships, and one will only grow when u face some difficulties in life..

Pardon me for such a long complaining post, I'm so touchy recently, things just dun go well recently.

♥ 2:55 PM

Monday, December 7, 2009

//Anew

After all those saddening post, now there's a nice post((:

Last week was awesome with BFF around me
Firstly--> On wed my honey Grace teo bday!
Drop by taka to visit hosh first O/S: hosh u look gd in that mulberry uniform eh!
And there comes the bday girl with her accompany went round & round to look for a wedding dinner dress O/S: honey I hope u love my bday gift for u((:
Its 7+ and shirlyn low finally off from work, we went round & round town again for window shopping, end with a dinner at arab street, a very very full dinner with alot of rojak rojak chicken>.<

Secondly--> Sat night its clubbing time again, we hit the dance floor without hosh this time round.. With a crazy bottle of chivas shared by the three of us, cant manage to finish it but i'm alrdy burning inside and shirlyn low with her head spinning round & round.
Crazy alvin ordered 100 apple shooter lucky we've manage to escape that..
O/S: peep I dun wan my head to spin=.="

Thirdly--> Beautiful sunday without any hangover for any of us, Mahjong! and the best location genee hse, dinner at chomp chomp was awesome, always my favourite spot for dinner.
And a damn sinful supper at RK house O/S: NO PORK NO PORK PORK!

I've Got a damn lots of photo not yet to be upload for my bday celebration O/S: hosh! I need my photos badly!!!

AND AND AND last but not least! Have any of u finished watching korea drama "You're Beautiful"? DUBE SHOW!!! AND Jap drama "Absolute Boyfriend" I'm watching it for the second time now
I'm super duper addicted to korea & Jap drama recently ever since after boys over flower flu~ SHUAI GE SHUAI GE~~ ((:

Somemore fun days for me to look forward to.. Ray's wedding dinner & Sweetie Bday celebration AND AND Christmas Shopping time((:

** Should I leave my workplace??***

♥ 10:55 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

//Touchy

I feel so damn fucked up to see my blog so full of sadness.
It makes me feel like stopping all this blogging..

And My eyes is so damn heavy now it feels like something trying so hard to make it close
but still I refused to sleep, I hate it when i lie on my bed and all i could do is watching flashback that plays in my mind.. I'm waiting for my body to give out a totally battery empty signal before i'll proceed to my bed, reserves nt a single bit of energy for flashback.

Hoping for life to get abit more better, the feeling is just so sucks.
Everything i did today linked up to everybit of memories i have.

My fucking OS for today
: i'm down with fever, in the past i'll text u whenever i'm sick, bt now can i?
: I'll always text and say gdnight, now night falls who can i say it to?
: christmas coming, how do i pass ur xmas gift to u? personally or wat?
: when i miss u so much, feel like texting & calling, who can i divert my attention to?

I tried to cover myself with work every secs, and so what? the heart still takes over the mind

Such a cold kind of feeling inside, its really so fuck up.

p/s: how long more it takes

to bring back my big big smile??

♥ 10:07 PM