-No road is long with good company-

Monday, November 30, 2009

也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

♥ 3:42 PM

// Escape route

warmth of ur hug & hands i guess i'll nv get to feel it
Things will changed better, that was what i thought
And someone asked me "can u really accept the fact?" and I ans "yes"
I thought i really could, but in fact when night falls when i'm all alone in that room
Memories just keep coming in & tears just keep rolling down

Is there any medication to cure the side effects of love? Ease my pain by alittle bit more.
It might be an act of a coward, but Is there any place i could escaped to? to bring away keep thinking of u kind of emotion.

Someone told me ignorance isnt bliss, its just the fact of being afraid to face up to reality
Finally i understand what u mean..

I said I dunno if i'm right to sent u that text
But what else can I do?
For I know Situation like this will come sooner or later
But do you know it hurts even more for being the first one to take that step.

you're still so dear to me now, but i've tried to accept the fact of we can really only be friends now.
Simply just because I dun wanna really lose you in my life.

p/s: Time is the best painkiller

but how much more pain

to make this painkiller take effect?

♥ 2:51 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

// I WANT THIS!! I LOVE LILO & STITCH WITHOUT ITS MOUTH OPENING!!!

Best combination! Disney Lilo and Stitch - Easter Bunny Stitch 16" Plush

♥ 11:10 AM

//Discipline Wednesday

Its wednesday again, HOSH! i've got the same kind of feeling as you, i've also long forgotten how it feels like to be in a ladies night

Seriously i need a ladies night, gracie & siong stop tempting me with the ladies for today :x i wanted so much to go bt i've gt work tml, my health condition now seriously i dun think i'm cut out for work straight after a night out :x

Its okay, i'll keep this temptation till this sat and club my heart out the whole night ((:

WORK! kill my ladies night ): bt work goes quite well for me recently except for keep feeling sleepy at work during holiday *am i really gng to stuck for 1 yr?*

And where's my date baby?!=.= Its gonna be four date this fri and so?! no bday honeymoon?!
Thats the case I'll enjoy myself WHOLEHEARTLY with my four date, without my small peanut brain keep reminding me of someone@.@

♥ 8:22 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

//My Best Accompany

I'm super duper sleepy I need a bed~ Super regret for slping at 3am in the morning, someone made me weep through my night and return to work with a bloody swollen eye=.=

Something nice at least I had my grace accompany for a shopping spree and a chat
*maybe because we share almost the same character, thats y u understand wat i'm trying to say when i'm nt gd in words*
I'm always unable to express myself rightfully infront of humans being, thats y i love blog.

And Finally gotten my "ideal" clothes to wear for my bday this sat & I love my bday gift frm grace((:
Don forget our "branded" shopping spree this fri again((:

I always have this mindset "face others with ur true heart & ppl face u back truthfully" but pls don prove me wrong

p/s: I don think I can enjoy my bday well without u around

♥ 8:11 AM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

//A Plenty Of Thoughts

I'm back from yys staff yr end dinner, everything great as I'm surrounded by fun ppl, bowling, food, karaoke its fun-loving.. I was laughing out loud the whole night like a girl who went crazy & I'm looking forward to the next dinner, a similar fun one as well((:

Yep A min ago I'm still overjoyed by the nice dinner and the next min for whatever reasons I felt so moody, WHAT THE FUCK FRIDAY BLUES? how can i ever have Friday blues, Friday used to be my most enjoyable day out of the whole wk, and see how it gone now~

Supposedly to have my turf interview I've been waiting for two mths and i screwed it up because of a RAINY WEATHER!! SUPER angry at myself, I've got to wait for another 2 mths for the next interview.. DAMN PISSED OFF!

I'm the youngest staff in yys, colleague that i mix with mostly seems to have a very nice relationship/marriage.. and maybe because i can feel their happiness of being married i actually had the idea of having a early MARRIAGE! my goodness, in the past my ideal age of marriage is 27-28 and now I'm only 20!
well, all tat is just my own thinking, marriage seems so far from me

I've gt so many things in my mind, which one to start with first, I'm totally screwed up..

Volunteering work at children cancer foundation tml, hope the smile of those lovely kids and my bday celebration next wk able to chase all my blues away

p/s: SomeOne to live in my heart.

♥ 1:19 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

// An effort

On the phone with Mr yeo just now, outfield camp ended finally((:
*he said i belong to the same category as wild boar, PIG! @$@%*
Discussing on a date on 27nov, messed up schedule make meetup kinda impossible
But you said u'll let me noe asap ur schedule for that day, at least i noe u want it, glad enough(:

The date might not be as what i imagine, but who cares, seeing an effort is much more important((:

♥ 9:52 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

//Life

See how the riches enjoy their life without financial worries
See how the poorer gets a very warm family by gng through thick and thin
See how the different couples together building different sweet memories
See how each and every friendship goes on & last

keep comparing one self with the others izzit good or bad??

Its all about Give & Take?

p.s: my dear, i'm starting to miss u

counting down to the day we be meeting again

♥ 10:52 PM